I've been going round and round
Seeking for everyone's attention
Doing actions and waiting for reactions
But unsatisfied remained my expectation

I tried to support and fit in
To compromise my values and faith
Just to keep the friendship and the love
But at the end I felt even more alone

Oh God help me go through this journey
I never felt so confused and so lonely
I don't know how to keep being friend
with friends who seem strangers now
Or love girls just to be broken again

As Jeremy camp said:
"Keep me in the moment
Throw away the things I'm chasing
Cause I don't wanna miss what you have for me "
God, keep me in the moment
So I don't find myself again
seeking for attention and approval
When I already got yours fully

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