My dearest friend that I've known since I was 12,
All the memories I have of first cigarettes, first joint's and tripping,
We were teenagers experimenting and you were my first boyfriend of 2 weeks,
Because I realised I loved you like a brother not like a lover,
I wasn't going to lie to you about that,
We grew into our 20's and hardship came for us both,
Addiction homelessness and losing those to us that we're close,
Now I'm almost 44 and last August you died,
A tragic fall that...