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I don't know what i just scribbled.
So many pains flows through my nerves,
So painful that i can't pronounce,
Disturbing my head with thoughts making me weep inside,
Inside me wasted blood in me bleeding inside,
Making me emotional that i wanna cry,
But i feel like it embarrasing to cry,
Why i guess it's right,
Right for me to cry and free my nerves,
I have fall many times and still bounce back,
Nobody knows how hurt i am,
Because i have no scars outside but inside,
Inside am depressed, but i smile to cover it and pretend,
Let me cry,
Let me weep,
Let me feel the pain,
Let me embarass myself,
Embarass myself with tears,
It's seems like a diamond,
Let the tears full as pond,
Let me free it,
I am a suicidal,
Being almost a victim twice,
Twice i wanna die,
When the pain and hatred drown me down,
I felt weak and wanna commit suicide,
But my purpose and
ambition lift me up,
Lift me up to rise,
To rise and stand,
What hear to listen to my sounds,
Sounds of pain and sadness,
Sounds of my life pressure.
© ibiyeye sheriffdeen