why do i tell everyone that they should do whatever they want and can't even imagine doing that myself?
i don't dare to dream these days
hoping is a dangerous thing to do, i think i finally get that now
i'm not a brave lion anymore i'm just a scared domestic fucking cat
of course i want things and people and feelings
it's desperately obvious how much i want to want and be wanted
to own and be owned
but i'll stay here
still
cautiously watching, listening
living through you so i don't drift away

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