Why you have to almost be mine-or throw it my way
Now your stuck so close in me mind-more
so much more-where you stay
Always - now i’m lost - so useless
Slow dancing with no hope - with no music
Romancing with a ghost&again i’m losing it
No relationship so my inside is just mostly deprived with empty riddled spaces
No real friendship so it’s just lonely’s loneliness with NPC’s simple faces
Belittled-feeling the disgrace & crippled
being displaced like thrown away’s-wastes
Faded into a fickled maze of hopelessness
with critical stages
Fazed into a daze of the lowest-jaded at
dwindled places

Fucked it’s so like Groundhog Day cycling the old
Stuck with no familiar life around not a single familiar living soul
Looking for the sequel
Loking through the keyhole
Rained-I’m on the outside-pained looking-
-in Staind & it’s been awhile-expressing a-
-new-a true mean smile so friendly-
-expecting you to save me or end me-
-maybe both—deadly approach ready to-
-host or upmost2be crazy inmost+ ALMOST

For real - my heart-lies apart
Feels ill - steals life’s kiss in the dark
Feels like this - a death sentence
Oh hell yes so helpless - best to mention
It shouldn’t be like this - so hopeless
So I wrote this - Cupid - cause the truth is
It’s been so long - no too long
I might not belong - so I be...