I'm feeling so Fucking anxious.
I dont know how i can release some pressure.
This suffocated feeling.
Is it possible without hurting myself?
I know that if i don't alleviate some of this soon then a "Mini Meltdown" will happen.
Feeling a little paranoid.
Kind of aggravated even.
The same bad familiar feelings have
crept up once more.
Once again.
How could i forget.
I should have known what was instore...
For me anyway.
I couldn't even begin to explain...
What was/is going through my mind.
What feelings i am rushed with.
That familiar feeling that I've had enough.
That attitude where i don't give a stuff.
The bitterness shows it's head again.
Laughing at me for still living the same.
Trying to shame.
What a shame...
Fuck off.

© Melissa Taylor