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Stuck In My Head
Stuck in my head, I'm
Thinking about the insults of
Which I shouldn't have said, I
Caused a lot of issues
For my family and friends
Has me considering life
Coming to an early an end
When I still wanna live


Don't let the drama get a hold of you
Dont let it do to you what it did to me
Makes it hard to prove
That youre not in separate pieces when you speak the truth
Its all there without duct tape and guerilla glue
Only fools
Still ask for a clue, what can I do
When lifes misconstrued, try different shoes
Ask what is truth, jump for the moon, dont love abuse, you been given clues, helping you make it through

I cannot let it slide
I been walking a line
That blurs the image of what is different between wrong and right
I cant seem to listen like Ive been told way Too many lies
Now when truth turns out to be a lie im rarely surprised
Eyes open wide late at night til the rise of the sun, marks a reminder that yesterday is done
We can never have fun if were not gonna
get up for the sake of our love for eachother and shun

What's truly negativity, even slightly
Despite the ever consuming urge to keep fighting
What is normally considered the left or the right wing
Supporting either might bring, you to try things
That go against the precious defence of alive beings
Coinciding, with demonic influences, residing, comfortably, inside the, damaged shield of a surprisingly darkened heart that used to shine ever so brightly

Stuck in my head, I'm
Thinking about the insults of
Which I shouldn't have said, I
Caused a lot of issues
For my family and friends
Has me considering life
Coming to an early an end
When I still wanna live

I cannot believe all the things I said, all the things I did acting worse than a kid
In the middle of a fit, over what they didnt get
I admit I was a piece of s**t, I was an idiot with a past filled with actions of ignorance, absolutely belligerent, overflowing with toxins, dangerous to the innocent, perhaps pain really is practically meant to be eternally imminent

Now I represent from experiences Ive been given, blessing me with my beautiful kid, I will for sure provide a life I never could have lived, since my father chose to succumb to weakness and he dipped, when I was too young to remember, for that I am serious, making up for the wrongs of which I selfishly did, earning back the trust I lost, helping make lives easier to live
I had no idea what it means to give more than what I got, and still somehow have a little left to work with

Stuck in my head, I'm
Thinking about the insults of
Which I shouldn't have said, I
Caused a lot of issues
For my family and friends
Has me considering life
Coming to an early an end
When I still wanna live