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I Look Back
I always look back
At my old days.
Not because I ain't happy now,
But to show myself
How much I healed myself alone
To so many extent
From things once I thought
Would end me.
Sometimes I end up crying
Holding on to some thoughts
But now it feels so good.
You know why?
I'm able to balance myself
And I'm proud of me for that.
There were times when
I used to fumble terribly.
But now, when I look back
I'm glad I was like that.
Those never ending melancholic days
Made me who I'm today.
It's not that I'm completely
Brave enough to face anything now,
But I feel like I'm free
Because I learnt to control myself.
Many a times I used to be frightened
Because of my feminity,
Thinking that I'm weak.
But now I proudly owns my femininity
Cause I realised that,
I can very well be the man
I was searching for in every men
Inorder to protect myself.
I can be anything for myself
To keep myself true to myself.
Today when I look back
At my old days,
I tell myself
That I did a great job
Being afraid of my potentials
Because of others
Since now, I'm completely the opposite.
It's not that I'm being pompous
Or flattering or boasting myself,
But, I don't mind if you think like that too.
Its that I'm completely
More of myself now.
© 🐳Praveena🌌✨️
At my old days.
Not because I ain't happy now,
But to show myself
How much I healed myself alone
To so many extent
From things once I thought
Would end me.
Sometimes I end up crying
Holding on to some thoughts
But now it feels so good.
You know why?
I'm able to balance myself
And I'm proud of me for that.
There were times when
I used to fumble terribly.
But now, when I look back
I'm glad I was like that.
Those never ending melancholic days
Made me who I'm today.
It's not that I'm completely
Brave enough to face anything now,
But I feel like I'm free
Because I learnt to control myself.
Many a times I used to be frightened
Because of my feminity,
Thinking that I'm weak.
But now I proudly owns my femininity
Cause I realised that,
I can very well be the man
I was searching for in every men
Inorder to protect myself.
I can be anything for myself
To keep myself true to myself.
Today when I look back
At my old days,
I tell myself
That I did a great job
Being afraid of my potentials
Because of others
Since now, I'm completely the opposite.
It's not that I'm being pompous
Or flattering or boasting myself,
But, I don't mind if you think like that too.
Its that I'm completely
More of myself now.
© 🐳Praveena🌌✨️
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