I knocked and knocked but got no answer
My heart was beating and my tears had penetrated my makeup down to the very last layer.

What happened? Why won’t you let me in?
Who hurt you? What caused the pain in your heart that you called a sin?

I stand here, refusing to move or even persuaded to go. You may decide to ignore me or worse still tell me to leave and never return but I won’t. You see,it’s hard to believe in something that constantly hurts you but it’s much harder to defend it and prove it’s usefulness.

You’ve hurt me so much that I often ask myself why I still believe you when you say you’d never hurt me but it hurts much worse when I have to defend you and your love in front of others. Your mere existence is the only thing that constantly drains me of my joy and happiness.

I know all this and believe me,leaving you would be a blast. Like I said i would give anything to leave you but I can’t. Do you know why? Because I can’t imagine making a sentence and placing you in my past.
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