I hate the fact that I’m vulnerable to your senses. Your beautiful soul and the way you smile with those beautiful sun set eyes. Irristable I am. A slave to your every wish.
I hate the fact that you’re always in mind. My thoughts get cloudy of just your face, and I see you and I on a first real date.
I hate the fact that when you don’t respond I begin to wonder in confusion if you’ve forgotten me. If you left my hearts desire empty after filling it up. I made myself a promise never to fall in love.
I hate the the fact that I am falling. Deeper than the Mediterranean Sea. With every inch I bleed when your not here next to me.
And I hate the fact that I can’t decided. I want to think of you every second of my day and every moment at night, But I also don’t want to anymore at the same time. All I truly know is that I am very hopeful to have you here with me. I dream everyday that you’ll be my lady and I will be your man.
© Johnny Cigars