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Special
I'm not.
I wanna feel special, I want to be the one that makes her feel different.
But only for the while we're together I could be gone in an instant.
And she'd show that love she gave me to the next.
The kind of copy cat love that can copy paste a text.
She tells me and she thinks that I am one from the rest.
But something in my head won't let me believe, a nuisance, a pest.
I use to never have any issue with trust.
But the issue is that maybe what we feel is lust.
Because even if I put aside the sex the truth is dense.
There's not a first that we'll get to experience.
I know I'll never be her first and nothing could be worse.
And maybe I'm the same and I should be ashamed.
But I feel a pain that drives me insane like I'm sitting on a plane hoping it'll crash.
Because all I can hope is that I'll be her last.
© Yoda
I wanna feel special, I want to be the one that makes her feel different.
But only for the while we're together I could be gone in an instant.
And she'd show that love she gave me to the next.
The kind of copy cat love that can copy paste a text.
She tells me and she thinks that I am one from the rest.
But something in my head won't let me believe, a nuisance, a pest.
I use to never have any issue with trust.
But the issue is that maybe what we feel is lust.
Because even if I put aside the sex the truth is dense.
There's not a first that we'll get to experience.
I know I'll never be her first and nothing could be worse.
And maybe I'm the same and I should be ashamed.
But I feel a pain that drives me insane like I'm sitting on a plane hoping it'll crash.
Because all I can hope is that I'll be her last.
© Yoda
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