I was in a dark place.
I was in a land of complete voidness.
I thought I would never get out.

I had concluded that, To love is pain,
To love is to be cut over and over,
To love is to open healing wounds,
To love is a mirage of paradise.


I had lost hope of the family I had painted.
I had questioned my very being and existence,
I had concluded that I had committed a mistake that could never be undone.



God kept me,
He rebirthed my being,
I regained color
I regained confidence .
You found me
I told you my story
I told you how I don't think I will ever get it right
I told you what I had lost
I expected you to run as my experience had been

My King, my confidant on earth
You gave me courage, you loved me senseless, you respected me, you gave me more than money can buy.

and I will always love you.