Numb. Hurt.
Selfish. Asshole.

Willing to do anything and everything to fix everything and be better.
Willing to give up and move on, I'll never be good enough for you, for this.

Want to cry and end it all.
Want to walk away with no remorse.

Ready to kiss ass.
Ready to ignore.

Two sides of one being battling with one another.

Who will win? Who will survive?

Survival of the fittest, the strongest.

Which will it be?
Selfish or self-less?

Give up and live revolving around the fantasy that everything is perfect.
Give up and live revolving around the TRUTH.

Accept the flaws and ignore.
Stand up and believe.

Which will it be? Who will win? Its round three.

The end is near, but where will this lead? What's next? What's final?

Who dies? Who succeeds?
Selfish vs. self-less.

Return a day from now, a year from now. It'll come into place. Everything does.

The thought is terrifying for either. Yet what's meant to be will be.