Numb. Hurt.
Selfish. Asshole.

Willing to do anything and everything to fix everything and be better.
Willing to give up and move on, I'll never be good enough for you, for this.

Want to cry and end it all.
Want to walk away with no remorse.

Ready to kiss ass.
Ready to ignore.

Two sides of one being battling with one another.

Who will win? Who will survive?

Survival...