Dear Lover, here we are.
Moving; going no where.
Stationary; under the same dying stars.
So much potential,
but starting to, again, lose it.
I know what is essential
and everyone keeps tugging me; they are pulling me.
I can not go in the direction
they would expect.
I am paitently brewing a resurrection.
Please have a little respect.
Give a little trust
and I will too, give some up.
I am not allowed to lust
because the truth will errupt
People let go;
People always leave
Especially the souls I hold clostest that are now a flickering glow,
but those who still are; are even harder to grieve.
However, maybe this time it will be different.
We could rise up.
I told you you summoned me; demonic ascent.
Together raise my son,
to be the god,
he was always destined to be.
Dear Raidyn, It may sound odd
But through your happiness; I will be free.
May you be always searching for the next dream.
Unfortunately, for me, no matter where I am; here I am
stuck forever with how much sorrow it will bring.
When I could no longer be your fam.
Jagged razorblade rough,
these lonely moments are though.
I love you so much!


© L.C Myers