Looking around desperate for help,
desperate for air.
I'm dying, can't you see, I want the silence, I want the peace.
Please.
I want you to see me for me, I'm yours but you don't believe.
You hold back and it hurts and it blew up in my face.
Love blew up in my face.
You were a special case, when you came in hope became, when you left it all drained.
My voice is a broken record now, repeating the same thing over and over.
Till I eventually die and fade away, just like my happiness, just like our love, just like us.
I let the tears fall out, my hand hovering over death as it calls to me, I scream because I lost you, in the chaos.
Or rather you let me go.
Death.
What and interesting concept. I laugh in spite of my misery, I don't feel a thing. I just want to die.
Death overwhelms me.
1314.


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