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all of the qualities, no ambition.
Borne without ambition, Yet everything I do I do extraordinary well. No motivation except to make people feel better.
I live each day doing my best to stay alive, and hopefully I get enough food and water.
I don't make plans I just am there;
She reminds me of why I tried suicide, and I should have have died 4 times. People say it was not my turn to die God has plans for me.
I don't believe in God! So it doesn't apply to me. I fell in love with someone who said that to me, So I Try to resist the ideations telling me I should die, take my life. I don't do it because if Twin Flame storyline is true, I don't want to hurt her,by taking my life. I have a plan if she wants to talk I will. and if it's all a storyline that was plated in my mind and not true, then I have plans in suicide forces of Japan to disenchant that place with I'm a healed that place I'd make it a beauty and it a beauty again. Thomas Ott
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