I remember how you would always tease me when I'm slicing onions.
Your favourite ingredient.
You would tease me about my eyes being wet with tears in a second.
You would look into my eyes and wipe my tears away.
I remember how you would express your love with your eyes with no words being said.
I didn't mind the tears everytime i wanted to slice onions because you were always there to laugh with me and wipe my tears.
..
But my love,
I remember this laughter I'm seeing
This smile is familiar.
Just the same way you smiled everytime you wanted to wipe my tears.
Looking at you being so happy
So excited .
The kind that makes you feel you are on cloud nine.
But here i am looking at you from a distant;
Tears flowing from my eyes
Why does it hurt so much
Maybe because I'm no more the reason for this visible happiness i can see on your face.
She's so pretty.
Or maybe because my tears are flowing down my face and you are not here to wipe it away.
Oh! i would do anything to slice onions with you again my love.


~lisa


© ~lisa xoxo