I remember the days I gave up everything just to be enough. Tho it was tough.

Tried my best to fit in and stand out at the same time. But it was a crime.

I am in the middle; I am no villain, I am no hero. Just did not want to be a zero

Just wanted to be in the room with others, and give them flowers

Acted like I belonged here when nobody knew my existence. I felt that distance.

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I slept later than the moon, woke up before the sun.

Made it to the room when nobody else did.

The silence at the beginning and buzz in that moment felt the same,

With millions of hearts beating in this space, nobody heard mine stop.

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I wanted to be a weapon you could use,
An asset that gave you profits,

But I was not an extra test subject in your experiment.

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