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EMOTIONALLY FREE
No one cares should that be a fear?

No one cares, but you do!

emotions emotions emotions

Is able to out smart the pain
that feels better, when I'm too, stupidly in luv.

To care when the world doesn't even notice me.

Until it's to late!  to give me hugs,
and happy hand shakes

And lies like hi:  it's nice to be hearing from you!

But they not call you, no matter how much you call them

Their words I miss you: isn't real
but you would like for it to be

They want you for nothing good.

I don't know what I am writing,
but I'm writing.

As my pain dances with me one last time

Before I walk my way
into the coffin,
without anyone knowing.

People will be there crying and cheering me on at the same time
of course

Because they really cared when
I didn't

Is how they want you to feel, guilty!
because you cared about them.

Emotional that I am. but who's not,
emotional and heartless

My feelings to luv no longer satisfies,
my curiosity, that I once crave.
I have lost my appetite

I no longer eat, as I starve myself into abandonment

And not feed my emotions of disparities, that used to hold my hands for slight comfortability,
to no comfort.
with not even a pat on the back.

My emotions beat me up

My emotions was never my real friend

My emotions was preparing me for the worse to come.

I have emotional nightmares
like my body laying flat on the surgery table with the doctors

Ready to perform surgery on my emotions by opening up my chest.
and removing this cancer that has been given to me as a sinking gift,
of unforeseen happiness

For I had attached myself to things and people that broken me emotionally.

My problem will soon be solved
once the doctors removed,
my luv sick symptoms of emotions.

Now I can have true happiness again.

Without having any kind of feelings,
of caring about anything, that has ever matter before.


© "WRAP YOUR HEART AROUND LUV"