You were so good to be true I knew eventually I would fuck up an loose you.
I wish I could take back these moments where I stepped out cause I thought you did too.
I am so sorry but I know you don’t care, you don’t understand how many times ,
I’ve hurt myself because,
I let the words of others lies,
look like the truth in my eyes.
I didn’t do it intentionally,
when I felt my heart hit the floor
I’ve become so insecure,
I feel like my brain,
was I’m a swirl going round & round
I’m looking at everything spin around me.
heart racing, face became flushed, heat over took my body.
my body shaking...