it takes my brain time,
to piece together my feelings.
it never knows right away,
it has to figure it out.
i may cry when we talk,
but know that sometimes i’m just overwhelmed.
i try to tell you what’s wrong right away,
but sometimes i’m still trying to put the words together to explain it.
it’s just the anxiety,
it takes a toll on how i communicate.
and i’m sorry,
i hate it too.
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