I stay up all night.
Not because I'm chatting with someone.
Not because I'm watching series.
I stay up all night because of my thoughts.
I want to sleep but I can't.
My eyes won't close, only tears are coming from them.
And when I can't cry anymore I just lie in my bed with airpods in my ears thinking.
Thinking how I should've reacted.
What should I've done.
What should I've....

oh how I hated staying up all night where my only company is my thoughts