In this state of loneliness I have come to think. Think alot about life, about love. Showing too much emotions isn't my thing, why? Because I am a susceptible person, I am figuring out how and why I cry easily even when I hear or see someone speak about beauty and madness about life. I am highly confused why I have to bear such burden not being able to help someone in need. Why I felt like I am responsible for any pain that anyone endures. I wanna feel less pain everytime I see war and dramatic movies. I wanna feel less intensity of other peoples victory. I want to be in a clear and spiritual temperament. In this life where reality adheres, I'll try not to react on emotional situations not because I am not capable of feeling but because I feel a little bit too much of everything.