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Wishful Thinking
Turning the hands of time
A fantasy cooking in my mind
Last time I checked wasn't a crime
Just want to fix it all for I am left behind

My happiness has no beginning
I contemplate sweet ending
For my life I am still searching
That blissful living, need meaning

Weary my soul, heavy this flesh I carry
Drowning In my ugly painful reality
Would it be a sin to turn around
The past and live with love surround?

I must be losing my mind after all
Trying to salvage hope in my fall
Internally I am broken, to everyone I am tall
My pretend happy I must strengthen overall

Looking through my window
Watching souls thread slow
They too have internal conflict
Their sadness they do restrict

I go back to my fantasy
To turn back the hands of time you see
I am trying to let go, just let me be
Hoping this burden of pain, soon be free

© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵