You spend so much time getting everything ready
That when it's all said and done
You're left again at square one
Pain and sorrow to mentally run from
Body weighs a ton
Heavy chest, smoking lung
Extrovert attention seeking sun
Soak me up or run
Always serious, never fun
Mysterious pun
Lonely, rarely cum
Spare a lot or some
Sour mouth, minty gum
Bleeding juicy plum
Losing what I once won
Dirty, clean scum ...