Emotions, how weird...
What are they, how can you claim you feel?
Feel? Is it real?
It all feels surreal.
But what is it to feel?
To smile, to cry, to fear
I must feel.
But I fear, all I feel is...
No, I must feel, I will
So I grab a knife and cut
I hope, I know it must hurt
But, 'no' they say, 'you mustn't!'
But yet I fear I can't trust...
I want to feel pain, fear and lust
And I will
I pour the liquid in my glass
I down it ever so fast
God! I feel.. But.. It is yet so surreal..
I hear again 'You can't'
But aren't I a few glasses too late?
And all I wanted was to feel..
To cry, to laugh, to fear..
All I wanted all that
To be real
To say 'I love you', to feel
But in a world so broken
Can a soul be open
For a place so unreal, how can I feel..?
Lust, fear.. And the real
Love, that I fear.?
© tenmo