I used to feel like a guitar without strings , like my life was missing something
I used to not know what it was but now i do my life in the past made me depressed
Had me stressed and i was feeling like a mess and now im bless
Life was like playing chess the obstacles was the spaces to move and i was the pieces
I was the pawn and i faced a lot of obstacles but i never faced checkmate
I lost weight and now things are great couldn't be any better my mom is blocking me but im not surprised or sad or mad about it and people walking out of my life daily , i know im crazy and don't fit in truth is i want to stand out and make others know its ok to not be like others.
They could get you injured or shot when things got heated , make people not wanna eat and stay at home
Greet everyone and just want the best for them
Yall are like some gems , yall are special , your perfect just the way you are
Don't let others bring you down or get you depressed and dont be a mess
Smile and live life to the fullest because you never know when your gone
You could die any minute of any day so be happy because some wish they were still alive
Some die because people don't know how to drive , some die because of people texting
Or dancing or singing and then lose control , some die because of people drinking
Not even thinking , some even blinking , others even winking , some even feel like their sinking , it's like their holding on by a thread , like their falling off the bed , face turning red
some people go through things and don't even tell anyone , they keep everything inside them , let it out , let go , it will make you feel better just trust me , I know it's hard to trust people when others have lied to you but I'm not lying you can trust me , it will stay between us , like I used to keep everything inside me too , you probably won't believe it but I did and it also caused me to kill myself and I don't want it to do that to you , I would be dead if it wasn't for my brother and sister coming upstairs and then I hid the knife , it go to be too much the bullying wouldn't stop , the drama wouldn't stop , felt like no one noticed me , felt like no one wanted me on this planet and battles was too strong for me to fight and the battles almost beat me , shit was tight , nothing was feeling right , something's happen that we just can't explain , Gotta step up and be stronger even when you think you have already lost , heart is tossed , don't go in there thinking your the boss , you will come out with the loss , gotta have that strong mentality , keep your head up and fight them demons , walk the miles as long as the smiles are coming too , self love is what matters , can't love others without loving yourself first



© "it's your time to shine , not turn into pine" - Michael Hess