بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

now i have a name
in a name, there is power
here is the power to define an idea in a word
to convey an idea-tangle to another person
now i have many names
many paths to victory over me
i know why i feel like this
dissociatiating
how to temper it
regulation
victory is defined
defeat has a clear boundary
but wait
this is a stalemate
wait —
i don’t know sun tzu yet —
a method to tip the scales in my favour
but i know a name, or ninety-nine
from الرحمن to الصبور
numbers are of no consequence i think
victory be to the victor
who calls upon her Lord