After three days with too much sun, the rain poured today

I was sitting on the floor looking for the pieces of my confidence again.

Firstly, I thought that it's time to forget the bad things and just have fun.

Secondly, I put on the red summer dress that was in the closet for too long.

Thirdly, I smiled and I was dancing without any music around.



"You don't look good in that dress"



I tried to wake up at 5am and drinking more water but it didn't help,

Went for a run more than two times on a week,

Cleansing my face with weird things from cute little bottles.

Why no one tells us that staying "enough hydrated" isn't equal to feel "enough happiness"?



I told my mom to leave me alone today

It was still raining and the bathroom wasn't clean yet.

I don't like mirrors and I don't like to clean the bathroom but we don't always get what we want, right?

I'm sorry for being such a shame for you, mom...she was the one who said



"You don't look good in that dress"



Just a child who pretends to be an adult

Just a girl with too many doubts and black t-shirts

I threw all the pieces of my confidence away today...



"You don't look good in that dress"
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