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11.0v ( Part 1)
The person I am meeting these days in the mirror, Is my 11.0V.
In the version1 she was wondering all around, her childhood as per she remembers was not that natural. She don't remember she had any true friends... ! She had only one friend, in the age people used to play in mass, she used to love watching stars, picking mangos and flowers from the garden with her grand parents.
In this version she had learned not to take money from home, even if it's outside and not locked without asking.
In this version she had learned to break the rules and moving out with friends without permission! Which didn't cost her anything, but still she learned not to repeat it again.
The next version was open to learn... interested to compete and had earned scholarships... continuing twice from no one to someone known in the district within just a year ! The transition was from city to village, but the best environment of teachers who just showed the interest to learn science in her heart and mind. Such beautiful days, being part of science experiments... the curious me loved to get surprised with laws of science 🥰
The v3.0 had entered into college, was experiencing oddness in mass and interestingly each of her phase had one new friend who was as if sent just for that phase... !
How strange... I am seriously not in contact with them anymore for some reason or the other! I am realizing this now 🤔😕
The v4.0 had entered into the field of engineering, the first engineer in her whole near and dear parental and maternal family.
Again she was alone... she can't listen people talking garbage, can't speak garbage, can't help with such thoughts either! Ohh God trapped for 4 years as if a silencer someone has fitted in her system! 2 to 3 girls and teachers, except that no one she used to talk to. A first front bench, always she knew the answers to each questions. A hard working fellow, where the whole system started writing open book tests, she was writing only learning for nights! She didn't feel odd, but felt very good within... because of her faith in God ! She knew if she cheated in tests, even God will leave, at that point she will definitely fail. It was so strange, what commitment, what was that girl, can you imagine in 60 students, jumping around with scolding each other with slang,
one girl sitting in the middle writing exam like someone writing history of her own.
She never cared what others will think, feel, she somehow was so close to that one who was not visible anywhere that His presence she was able to experience more even in that chaos. And that was her strength and was enough to focus on her paper! The teachers, her parents, her friends nobody understood ever what was going on! Her intention was very clear, if you want you can fail me, but I am hear to learn... My parents are spending their sweat, my Dad didn't teach me how to lie, I can't cheat in life whatever it may offer!
Surprisingly she cleared every test!
Remembering a mad incident, one test that she can never forget ever! C Programming, she missed the bus. She didn't want to disturb her Dad, so thought will take a Rickshaw and pick the bus from the next near by stop. Shockingly that man was drunk... She told about one stop and I am yet to discover what he was thinking or understood... He took me all around the city one round 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣. When I reached back at the same point... I first time shouted on someone like this... I had also started crying louder... "leave me here "and he left. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I called back Dad and was an hour late for my final exam. Still I cleared that paper with minimum grades.
I was definitely stressed at that moment, but I'm looking back and proud on myself, I didn't give up. Three Extra curricular activity and workshop certificates in my pocket, it was not enough... !! She had started writing now poetries. She had read her first public poetry on a VIP, who had taken the 4 days of Personality Development class. What a professor they had met, no one can forget ever! A first prize conquered with no calculations but always being ready to learn and give her best !!!
( Part 1)
© RadheRadhe
In the version1 she was wondering all around, her childhood as per she remembers was not that natural. She don't remember she had any true friends... ! She had only one friend, in the age people used to play in mass, she used to love watching stars, picking mangos and flowers from the garden with her grand parents.
In this version she had learned not to take money from home, even if it's outside and not locked without asking.
In this version she had learned to break the rules and moving out with friends without permission! Which didn't cost her anything, but still she learned not to repeat it again.
The next version was open to learn... interested to compete and had earned scholarships... continuing twice from no one to someone known in the district within just a year ! The transition was from city to village, but the best environment of teachers who just showed the interest to learn science in her heart and mind. Such beautiful days, being part of science experiments... the curious me loved to get surprised with laws of science 🥰
The v3.0 had entered into college, was experiencing oddness in mass and interestingly each of her phase had one new friend who was as if sent just for that phase... !
How strange... I am seriously not in contact with them anymore for some reason or the other! I am realizing this now 🤔😕
The v4.0 had entered into the field of engineering, the first engineer in her whole near and dear parental and maternal family.
Again she was alone... she can't listen people talking garbage, can't speak garbage, can't help with such thoughts either! Ohh God trapped for 4 years as if a silencer someone has fitted in her system! 2 to 3 girls and teachers, except that no one she used to talk to. A first front bench, always she knew the answers to each questions. A hard working fellow, where the whole system started writing open book tests, she was writing only learning for nights! She didn't feel odd, but felt very good within... because of her faith in God ! She knew if she cheated in tests, even God will leave, at that point she will definitely fail. It was so strange, what commitment, what was that girl, can you imagine in 60 students, jumping around with scolding each other with slang,
one girl sitting in the middle writing exam like someone writing history of her own.
She never cared what others will think, feel, she somehow was so close to that one who was not visible anywhere that His presence she was able to experience more even in that chaos. And that was her strength and was enough to focus on her paper! The teachers, her parents, her friends nobody understood ever what was going on! Her intention was very clear, if you want you can fail me, but I am hear to learn... My parents are spending their sweat, my Dad didn't teach me how to lie, I can't cheat in life whatever it may offer!
Surprisingly she cleared every test!
Remembering a mad incident, one test that she can never forget ever! C Programming, she missed the bus. She didn't want to disturb her Dad, so thought will take a Rickshaw and pick the bus from the next near by stop. Shockingly that man was drunk... She told about one stop and I am yet to discover what he was thinking or understood... He took me all around the city one round 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣. When I reached back at the same point... I first time shouted on someone like this... I had also started crying louder... "leave me here "and he left. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I called back Dad and was an hour late for my final exam. Still I cleared that paper with minimum grades.
I was definitely stressed at that moment, but I'm looking back and proud on myself, I didn't give up. Three Extra curricular activity and workshop certificates in my pocket, it was not enough... !! She had started writing now poetries. She had read her first public poetry on a VIP, who had taken the 4 days of Personality Development class. What a professor they had met, no one can forget ever! A first prize conquered with no calculations but always being ready to learn and give her best !!!
( Part 1)
© RadheRadhe
