I wonder how long can I pretend
To be a perfect girl which I don't intend
I smile and help until the end
Showing them a grace that I send

High grades and good morals
With perfect speech on my oral
I envy the fish that lives in coral
It's beautiful and free overall

I envy the birds flying on the sky
When I can only see my sigh
I envy the harmonies of the other families
While my family is the opposite in the least

I envy the butterfly as it dies early
When I hope that death would visit me early
I envy everything that is peaceful
When my life here is not beautiful

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© Dreamer