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Self Sabotage
There's somethings deep within me
That I would not want all to see
Every person possesses some crazy
Im just more than average Wanna See?
Been told and know I have many talents
Care to know which I mastered?
None. Master of not a fucking one
This guy's a real fucking bum
But don't you ever say it to him
That's one thing that's sure to ruine
Blind with rage acting stupid
Who's ready to get law suited?
Talents a many this though is true
Barber, Writer, Packaging Op, to name a few
Barbering is the only thing I haven't yet put a hole through
Honestly, I make myself sick
I want to vomit out all this bullshit
And just be the normal boring guy
Nope, not this one. Yup you guessed it
He really likes to get high
That's my greatest downfall
Yet feel blessed to be around at all
So many friends dead and gone
Just like all the good jobs
Currently on house arrest unemployed
Life can be just such a joy
Although it is what you make it to be
I've still got a whole lot of fight in me
Maybe that's the problem for me
I always lose when I'm fighting me

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