I'm not unhappy but I'm not happy either
Caught in the middle, lost in the ether
In the space between joy and despair
I wander aimlessly, without a care

Like a ship adrift on a vast, dark sea
I long for a guiding light to set me free
But the stars are hidden behind a thick veil
And I'm left to navigate this treacherous trail

I am a lone wolf, howling at the moon
Yearning for connection, but feeling marooned
In a world of noise and confusion
I seek solitude, a peaceful seclusion

The sun shines bright, but I feel the chill
The flowers bloom, but I'm standing still
I'm not unhappy, I'm not in agony
But happiness eludes me, like a distant melody

I crave the warmth of a loving embrace
But I'm trapped in a cold and empty space
I long for purpose, for meaning and truth
But I'm lost in a maze, without a clue

I'm not unhappy, but I'm not content
I yearn for fulfillment, for a life well-spent
I search for meaning in each passing day
But sometimes it feels like I've lost my way

I'm not unhappy, but I'm not quite whole
I'm a puzzle missing a vital piece to make me whole
I long for harmony, for balance and grace
But sometimes I struggle just to find my place

I'm not unhappy, but I'm not happy either
Caught in a paradox, a bittersweet fever
I search for peace, for a sense of belonging
But sometimes it feels like I'm endlessly longing

I'm not unhappy, but I'm not happy either
Caught in the middle, lost in the ether
But I hold onto hope, like a beacon in the night
That someday I'll find my way to the light


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