“Firstborn”
Common sense;
If you have a child at 17 You have to love it as much as you love the ones you had at 27.
My fate was sealed in the same moment you lost your childhood, taking me down with you and robbing me of mine.
I am nothing more than a product of your hate and your failures,
Because I was born at a bad time,
Because I was born first.
I never got to have the you that healed,
And I never got a chance to not need the same healing as you.
Mom, I understand that you were sick, and young, and tired. I know that you never wanted me, and trust me, I’ll never forget.
I’m not mad at you for healing, I’m mad because you didn’t notice I was suffering...
If you have a child at 17 You have to love it as much as you love the ones you had at 27.
My fate was sealed in the same moment you lost your childhood, taking me down with you and robbing me of mine.
I am nothing more than a product of your hate and your failures,
Because I was born at a bad time,
Because I was born first.
I never got to have the you that healed,
And I never got a chance to not need the same healing as you.
Mom, I understand that you were sick, and young, and tired. I know that you never wanted me, and trust me, I’ll never forget.
I’m not mad at you for healing, I’m mad because you didn’t notice I was suffering...