In My Current State

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Jesseca Alvarado

12 February 2023

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In my current state I'm left longing.
longing for freedom...
longing for answers...
longing for a way of belonging
Natually....
Not forcefully
Nature needs no convincing
it just is...
So in my current state I'm left Defending
Defending my right to say no.
Defending my energy.
We dont feel this synergy...
So in my current state I'm left resenting
resenting life
resenting love
resenting your smile
naturally...
You no longer have to do a thing
it just is fact.
I no longer want anything.
So in my current state I'm left explaining
my path
my choice
my inner voice
You no longer have a choice.
So in my current state I'm left becoming a villain...
For breaking your heart
For playing my part
For closing my heart
Because you dont want to be apart.
So in my current state I'm left taking back my power...
My life
My path
My love
My future
Naturally...
YOU DONT get to decide
So in my current state I'm manipulated...
stuck in you web
dieing in your web
suffocating in your web
I can't survive in your web
HELP ME! GET ME OUT OF THIS WEB!

© Apollo's light

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