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Dear mom
I never understood the reason why. I try everything in the book and even try my hardest not to walk away. Was I wasn't doing enough or I was just a bagged that was too heavyweight for them. Was I was a mistake or a curse to them. I try my best and even gave chances but was it worth it that was the question did they even deserve it. I just wanted a mother, not someone to build a relationship with that's why you have friends.

Thank you for being the best mom in the world you are one of the greatest you have been my rock someone I can count on and someone I call when I need your help you are always in the rescue to help me with mines and not worried about yours you always put me first and will always be there for me even when I am down you will always lift me .you are an amazing woman you thought me well and teach me right always gave me the best advice and I couldn't ask for more always treat us as one thank you for that..you always put us first and making sure we are ok even when you are not you are a mother of the year thank you, mom.

Reading that up there made me believe that but I can't honestly say that about you you failed me as a mom when I need it you the most you left me suffered and threw me through the dirt while others had it on the platter you gave me false hope of us getting better because I thought it was but I was wrong .you did not help me you let me struggle even when I had help you but I guess it wasn't good enough for you like really what the fuck I have done to you in this life in this fucking world to led me thinking of this about you. I accepted my life as it is looking forward and not looking back if our relationship gets better or not I don't want it I wish you the best in life and health but my life is better when you are not in it because I rather pretend than honestly telling you I am better without you.

Yes, it is hard t accept the hard truth about it but honestly it to me a while to accept this reality it was harsh to see it but it was harder to accept
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