LETTER TO A FRIEND.

Dear friend,  I don't need
to tell you how fiercely
pissed at you I am, you
probably got that gist
In my last rants to you.

I don't understand how
we could possibly fall
so far apart after being
friends forever. Anyways,
I am sorry, I played a part.

I never meant to hurt you,
If ever I did. I sometimes
can't believe you want to
be the way you are now
more than you want to
know the truth.

The day you clout on me,
and left me insult notes
was the day I figured the
trap. Caged by their proje-
ctions made by intense
illusions.

Going close to the oceans,
as you can swim, didn't
prepare you for the roar
of the deep. First you dro-
wn, then you float, next
you purge, if lucky.

If the world is after you,
so take it as an accolade,
stay wise and listen to
the quietvoice, that int-
uition never lie, so take
a listen to the spirits.

I put it all down, my
mind ramblings, I know
one is not meant to say
the other person messed
up too, but you messed
up too.

It broke us, our friendship,
the fellowship, the bond.
I hate you for that, I kno-
w, securely, that you simply
blacked out, and you will,
get back to your self, maybe.

I miss us and I miss what
we had. I guess we are both
still mad, at least I am. I am
glad you are okay without
me, I am not, away from you,
life, It felt empty, devoid.

The times, It's getting stro-
nger. I am getting healed.
I am active on forgiving
you, I mean, the most high,
he forgives always, he urges
us to do the same.

When gods and humans
are still ln conferring modes,
I am really bad at asking for
what I want. All memories
are amazing, good or bad,
they don't leave you the
way people do.


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