when I wasn’t acting like
I didn’t want you,
you wanted me!
when I wouldn’t come around
I was all you
wanted to see
I made mistakes
along the way
but facts of the matter
I’m a human too.
Do you remember
when I would
hurt your feelings
an bring
tears to your eyes.
do you remember
everything you told me?
you told me you loved me
that you loved my body,
when he would hurt me
you were by my side.
shit I started to think
I was Bonnie
an you were Clyde.
having you locked up
it was all my fault.
your love growing stronger
for me an
my love at the time
was compromised.
leaving him for days at a time
I slowly left him behind.
thinking only of you
you were the one that
who remained on my mind
all those times
I ran from you
cause I thought
you hated me
how I hated him
you sat with me for hours
of me sobbing
over someone who really
didn’t want me
it fucked up my head
an the only thing
I could think of
was the only thing I said
he wanted to play with
my heart.
so when I was
fully dedicated to you
I was all ready destroyed
so with you
promising to me
I would never have
to deal with that again
I held my head up
I did I can admit I treated
you like shit.
but times were
changing an who
would have thought
that the evil would leave
my every single thought
as I started to change you did too
only this time it
was you saying fuck me
I was hurt at the thought
how could it be
you would stop acting
like you wanted me
your touch went away
along...