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Dear Sister, (1).
I'm tired of sacrificing myself for you.
I gave up a year and a half for you. I gave up sanity, my self worth... I hit you. I pretended for you.
I am tired of doing that now.
I am done with you expecting things of me.
I let someone do things to me that should have never been done.
For you.
For you,
And you didn't care.
It was always you and him against the world.
Always, how could you trust them and not me,
Always, I'm the lair,
I'm the one who can't sing,
Or draw,
Or do math well,
I can't!
I can't!
Always. Always.
And you, you're perfect.
AP classes with perfect grades,
In theatre,
In debate.
No one can win to you.
You're best at everything but one.
Keeping secrets.
You never even suspected.
Didn't ever ask.
Didn't ever think he...