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manic rants to an unseen force
The seams on the hole in my heart seems to have come undone and I don't appear to have enough thread to fix it
But I obviously can't ask you to do it for me, you seem the type to fix your wound with superglue and dental floss
Glue can't hold this together and the mint burns worse than the pain
The pain is manageable, I've always been able to handle pain
It's that empty hollow I cannot handle, the pit inside that is so deep it almost has a gravity to it. The feeling of falling forever, the emptiness never ending that is what I cannot handle
But I know the pain comes first
The splitting, the cracking, the bleeding
Oh, whatever could have caused it?
Millions of miles away from you and hundreds away from home
Perhaps the distance stretched the strings too far
Maybe they just lost their elasticity for a moment, maybe time will heal me
But time has never healed me before
I've only felt alive in someone's arms
So...