Life is pointless
Inside I'm a mess
I feel the depression running through my veins
It Making me clinically insane
I battle these Suicidal thoughts in my brain
Will you save my life or say goodbye
If you said save that's the biggest lie
I face my depressed fears
Ever night it's tear after tear
I need approval not rejection
It's like a complete injection
Injection right to my scalp
I try to scream help
But no one can hear
Hear what goes on in my fragile skull
Because these thoughts are taking a toll
Everyone turns away
It the same bullshit day after day
We love you we care we pray
But you won't hear what I have to say
Therapy hospital or medication
It's like you get off by this fixation
By this messed up determination
Oh you'll get through it it's a phase
But I want to sit and try to rearrange
Rearrange my inner demons
The ones who try to break me inside
The more I've died
They say it's a stage
But I want to break of my cage
Break through my mind
I want to sit and find
Find these happy triggers
I want to feel bigger...