I want so bad to trust myself
To say "I can do this"
And believe it
But I'm hopelessly hopeless
Trapped in a body so broken
With a mind that can't focus
I'd give anything to sit still
Concentrate on the sound of locus
Listen to the wings sing songs so shrill
Pretend we can just be us
Like happiness can be real

I'm hopeless
In all manner
Like love
Scratch my head and...