what am i waiting for now?
for death to embrace my body
or to turn my soul into stardust
for the seasons to vanish
or for rain to flood the earth
do i even have any trust?

nightmares taking away sleep
how long am i gonna weep?
my subconscious is screaming
"nobody coming to save you
you are your only dejavu
what do you expect from strangers
when your own people betray you?"

head so loud, rather be silent
tired of this sickness
waiting for a trigger to go voilent..






© ripper