I Want To Know You...
Fully,
Inside And Out.
No More Hiding...
Shit,
Let Me Figure You Out.
Like A Child's Game Of Hide And Seek,
Let Me Take A Peak.
Inside Of Your Mind,
Around Your Physique.
Examine Each,
Crevice And Creek.
Open You Up,
Explore Your Mystique.
I Want To Be Honest...
Careful And Meek.
Take You As You Are,
Ravaged Or Weak.
I Know You've Been Hurt, Ages Before...
Clinging To Words,
Scornfully Adorned,
That Lingers, Evermore.
You've Uttered The Words...
"I Don't Think I'm Enough"
Like Thorns In My Side,
That Shit Hurt Me, Tough.
I Wonder Who's Made...
You Feel Such A Way.
Oh, If I'm The One,
I Feel So Ashamed.
You've Ransacked My Brain,
For Answers Engrained.
Unconscious, Subconscious
That Shits All The Same.
You Know I've Never Been One...
To Ex-press My Pain,
I Bottle It Up...
Fermenting For Days.
No I Won't...
Sugar Coat...
I Don't Typically Gloat.
Though I Know You Want To Know,
The Things I Don't Show,
That I Store Up Inside...
Afraid To Let Go.
One Day When I Know...
You're Who You Say,
I'll Swallow My Pride...
And Show You My Pain.


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