I'm drowning in a sea of doubt and pain,
Beneath my smile, my soul screams in vain.
I pretend to be strong, to have it all together,
But inside, I'm crumbling under the pressure.

I tell myself I should be grateful and grateful I am,
For the blessings I have and the life I cram,
But deep down, I feel the weight of despair,
As if a storm is raging, too much to bear.

The voices in my head, they taunt and shout,
Telling me I'll never figure it all out.
I long for silence, for some inner peace,
But it feels...