All the pain that you hide
behind your blissful smile
All the reasons that you keep
behind those tearflooded eyes
You wander all the nights
confused, sleepless & tired
the pain filled with fears
that you behold in your eyes
I wonder why you chose
to hide them all
Within my womb,
You had been for months
love & care I showered
I still remember
your heavenly smile
& your little fingers
held close to my heart
Well , you already know
I am not a stranger
that you met yesterday
Neither I shall act deaf
that you never chose to say
Nor walk away
leaving you all alone
You pretend to be fine
& but I still know it all
Well, you say
I can never even understand
But that ain't true,my child
Coz I was once your age too
I had all these fears
that you happen to have now
I feared once ;
what if :
all fairytales turn into
nightmares like I imagined
I wandered in my own mind
thinking nothing could turn right
things didn't seem easy
& my thoughts were so complicated
It was hard to tame this mind
that had creepers of wild thoughts
What if my choices went wrong
Or decisions lead me to nothing
Every step I took were just
Filled with hell lot of questions
What if nothing ever turned right
The way I wish It could be
But when ages flew by
My life turned beautiful
as I dreamed it to be
Its fear that made you scream
inside your own head
Just many unreal fears
that comes with these age
I can no longer resist
my child,
Just want to set you free
break those handcuffs
& let you fly
to make those little dreams true
so talk to me,my child
Tell me
Everything you wanna say
Lets deal with this together
Coz I love you
& Can never see you in pain

With love,
Your Mom

Synopsis :
A letter from a mother to her child who is depressed & stressful.
She writes it to cheer her little one to overcome fears & free himself/herself from the state of depression ;to encourage him/her to live & fulfill all his/her dreams.

© Laya