I love you in a way that requires…distance
In a way that pulverizes my common sense and
leaves me spinning in an endless pit of sensation
that only spirals to its ultimate destination
devastation
See I love you over my every need
Always tending to you, neglectful of me
But to see you happy is the high I seek
so please smile at me, shine on me
for I’ll redesign my purpose to fulfill your every whelm
I’ll be better than any other one of them

You are my temptation my absolute sin
My overpowering obsession
The poison I chose to drink in
(all in the name of love)

See I love you in a way that requires no real reciprocation
It clouds my mind and these eyes are guaranteed precipitation
It digs deep finds and teases my secret insecurities
It blinds me in the brief seconds it shines on me
But those brief seconds are all I need
My love, my chosen poison, aka the end of me

And because I know this, I keep the distance, to keep my senses, to keep myself, to continue living, to keep my health. Because I love you in a way that would equal my death

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