I'm in a state of denial,
"YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME"
"There should be a reason to leave me"
So I said to him, I demanded for a reason,
And so he gave me.......
"I CAN'T BE WITH AN ASTHMATIC PATIENT !!"
So he screamed and walked out.
Little did he know that those seven words shattered the ME within.

I held on to her, begging her to remember the love we shared,
But the look on her face said it all,
With her angelic voice, she said....
"YOU ARE NOT FINANCIALLY STABLE TO TAKE CARE OF MY NEEDS. YOU DON'T WORTH ME!!!
Those fifteen words made me lose my grips on her.
With tears on my face, I watched her leave ,
After smashing my INNER strength

"No babe! you can't leave me for another woman,Think about the children"
I watched my mom holding on to him with tears
But he pushed her off and said:
"I DONT FIVE A FUCK ABOUT THOSE BASTARDS !! OR YOU!! SHE IS SEXIER AND WEALTHIER THAN YOU!!
With those seventeen words, my mom fell to the ground with her heart falling with her
But they did not know, my HEART also fell.

"Tell me the reason why you are treating me this way!!"
I asked him, with tears rolling off my cheek
With a devilish smile plastered on his face, he said
"YOU DON'T DESERVED TO BE LOVED, YOU SLUT ! I AM ONLY DOING YOU A FAVOR BY DATING YOU"
With those eighteen words, I believed I'm just a scrap.
So I held on to him accepting everything that comes from him.

Nooooo!!! you deserved better!!
You are priceless, you are gem!
DO NOT LET ANYONE MAKE YOU FEEL OTHERWISE!!
I know it's hurtful to be rejected by someone who claimed and promised to be there for you
But I tell you, it's their loss for leaving you.
Do me proud, be you and be happy
Make them regret for leaving you.
Cos you are a rare creature, a pearl And you deserved to be LOVED!!!!



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