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if only I could
I scratch and draw off the words I write,
cause these words, they don’t come from me.
They’re from someone I am pretending to be like,
someone I’ll never be.
Someone who’s walked on roads of love
and followed their heart til it stopped beating.
When every decision is their own call…
I couldn’t ever imagine that feeling.

Someone brave and smart and ever so beautiful,
mesmerising every- and anyone.
I keep wondering if such qualities could prove useful
to show him that I am the one.
To dream is all that’s left for me,
me and my heart, tortured and drained.
Ladies and gentlemen, before you, you see
the biggest failure of a creature ever made.
© Vaike