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"Get over it!"
"You are stuck in the past!"
"How long exactly will this pity party last?!"
"Try thinking positive "
"Nothing can be that bad"
The irony of these words are,
You have no idea what broke me,
Or why I am miserably sad,
You have no idea what options I had to
choose from to get where I am today,
But you want to be my judge and jury?
You want to tell me what to do or say?

You have no idea what battles I am fighting
just to make it to the end of the day,
My heart is not inside you, so you can't begin to feel the same way,
You do not get to tell me how long or deep I am allowed to hurt from the things that almost ended me,
Your advice and judgment is worthless when you dictate on who I am supposed to be,
You don't wipe my tears every single night,
When the world is fast asleep, and I'm battling my demons with no sleep in sight

So take your bias opinion on what you think I should be,
shove your hypocrisy and just let me be me,
If My presence irritates or cause you discomfort in any way,
Remember One Thing, I never asked you to be here, or to stay,
If My negativity or sadness or anger is a thorn in your side on any given day,
feel free to block or delete me and respectfully fuck out of my way.
© Lolla Smith